Baby fever!

Yup...I want another one!
So everybody knows that Adam and I decided on having just the 2 babies, so during my c-section with Shane I had a tubal ligation. Everybody told me to really think about it before I went through with that because I am so young but I decided that it was the right decision for me because after weighing all the pros and cons decided 2 is the best number for me and Adam.
But lately, I can't help but imagine how wonderful it would be to have a 3rd! Maybe a little girl.... I love Garrett and Shane so much and just looking at them makes me the happiest I can be.. So I think a 3rd little one a couple years down the road would make me that much happier!
The original plan was that once I start craving another pregnancy, Adam would get me a puppy instead. But I don't want a puppy! I told him that if I still feel like this in a couple years that I want to get a reversal and to try for another. Adam told me what I wanted to hear and said that he'd think about it, but I know that he definitely is not. He has no interest in having another.
And I can understand why. First of all, neither pregnancy was exactly easy on me. We also agreed that having just the 2 boys would be easier for us to focus all our time, energy, and finances on giving them the best. So I'm happy with that decision but I keep going back and forth....I think for now I'll just enjoy my blessings and see how I feel about the topic a couple years down the road.